It's 4:40AM now. Still in the midst of writing up my report but my mind start to wander off somewhere. So I decided to take a short break from it and here I am posting some random thoughts of mine. Actually, I have been thinking about it for a long long time. Since this is my space, it's not an offence to write about my stuffs. If you are not interested in reading this, you can choose to skip this post. No obligation. :)
Maybe it's true that when a person gets older, he or she will begin to think more. Hence, I always worried that something may just happen and it will be too late for me to say my words. Ahh, okay maybe I am being paranoid. LOL. I am a person with few words (verbal) except at work and being provoked. I can be quite a different personality online and offline as confirmed by friends. I tend to be a listener most of the time. So often, people who don't know me well enough may find me very quiet or even aloof. I am just not good at expressing my thoughts verbally but hey, I am good at observing people! Also, another "good" point about me is that people like to pour their sorrows to me as if I have not enough problems of my own. You can be pretty sure that your secrets lie well with me because I hardly relate them to others. As for mine, I will bury them somewhere that no one ever find out! Haha.
Very often, we hold our decisions to do or say something till later for whatever reason. Seems so easy and natural to pend this and that but what if the 'later' never come? Then the next thing we hope for is to turn back the time. Right? Because of that, we often build up regrets one after another. Yet funnily, we never learnt from our lessons. Simple words like "Thank you", "Sorry", "I Love You", "I Miss You".. why are we so stingy about saying them to the people around us? I too, have difficulty in saying that right in the face of others. It's not that I am not concerned but some words just got swallowed back each time somehow. On the other hand, it can be such an easy task to come up with a whole chunk of hurtful words. Ahh interesting mankind.. Anyway, let's all (try) not to procastinate or hesitate too much. You never know if there's a second chance in life.. Especially when someone left for the other world, there's no way you can make amendment for it. Trust me, the aftermath of it will haunt you for a long time.
Last but not least, I will make use of this post to say THANK YOU for reading to my chanting. THANK YOU for reading my posts on SS501. SORRY for not being able to bring you the utmost information. SORRY for the bad service rendered as the owner of the site.
Thursday, March 18, 2010
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2 comments:
hi hi evelyn,
what a coincidence ^.^
jupjuppy was saying the same thing on my blog last night... about how she's regretting not expressing her thanks earlier to cagali... yea, it's kindda sad how we sometimes miss our chance to really tell someone how we feel until it's too late, ya?
hope we'll be more conscious about it from now on and start telling people how much we appreciate them.
keke, me will start from now. thank you for doing what you're doing for the boys.
ps. me likes the twinkling starry background of your blog ^.~
Ya, it was a waste that Cagali stopped blogging. But we sure know how difficult it is for bloggers to achieve life balance. Thank you for patronising my site too. Sorry that I havent got the time to explore your blog and forum. ^^
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